stagnating.

i've reached the plateau where leveling skills is just about totally meaningless. interesting skills that is. like most of the things you can do you can't do because you aren't a member. i suppose i should stop playing then. i don't play so much anymore as it is.

i'm blogging so much now, and playing, because the exams are over and i can't bear to start doing what needs doing next.

i've taken to being paranoid when mining. equipping myself with the best shield, boots, ammy and wep in my possession. the latter of which happens to be my pick, so none of these present much of an inconvenience.

all this because i don't want to experience the indignity of having to run from my friend the rock golem, whom/which i've been meeting particularly often lately i.e. almost every mining expedition. which isn't as long by half.

is there a difference between obsession and addiction? i don't believe i'm obsessed. i will consider admitting to myself that i'm addicted.

i know this game's addictive.

i know becoming a member would ensure i am more addicted that than i already am, assuming i am, which is bad enough.

so i suppose this whole problem of stagnating isn't too bad in the long run. i always knew i'll stop someday. the problem just lay in defining someday.

i do believe i'm one of the only people who isn't a member but still has a blog about runescape. i don't believe that's a problem. i'll continue to blog. it's fun. it's an outlet. it's a distraction.

on a sidenote. applauding runescape for banning members macroing. the real world trading thing, i'm not too sure. such a pity for some one who spent almost half a year of his life ingame to lose everything just like that. then again, maybe not. rids him of his addiction (there i go assuming it's a him). or at least gets him to do something about his life.

now the problem's just weaning myself off this without jagex having to do it for me.

because for them to have to do that, that's the ultimate low. that i can't even take control of myself.